Feeling quite low day. No idea why. Astrology doesn't answer my questions. I has been a long long time I have been trying to learn it. Let's see where my life takes me.

I often feel like putting down my philosophical thoughts through poems but laziness doesn't allow me to do so. I need to break it. At the end of the day, YOU is all that matters. I wish I get a fun job and not this copy-paste job. Even if it is a copy-paste job, it should be fun to learn new things everyday.

Like Steve Jobs, I daily get up and question myself looking at the mirror "If today was my last day, would I be doing the things, I am going to do today?". Unfortunately, the answer is no for days together. Probably, things are waiting to happen. I wish all good things would bombard at me and I would breathe my last with one of those bombardments. Mom and Boni have been treasures and the only people currently I live for and get up daily to. I wish I could secure their future with lots of money.