On Reading, Writing and Goals

It has been a long time since I decided to do some writing even if it meant a single line of blogging. But I haven't been able to do justice to the writing. However, I start writing again (I guess). I have realised I have become quite imaginative and a big time storyteller. I feel that works. I have been seeing a lot of dreams lately that has helped me form a lot of stories which I am yet to put down on paper. My inspiration is "Haruki murakami". It was sad to know that he wasn't able to make it to the Nobel inspite of being nominated thrice in a row. But that doesn't discourage him from writing.
Probably writing is a passion rather than a past time. It is easy to imagine things, but describing and writing about them seems to be a tough task requiring description. But I guess that is what differentiates a writer from a reader. The reader is a critical reviewer of the content. So, the content has to be quite interesting for that person.
The primary goal for me currently is to do the following:

1. Create a wishlist.
2. SLEEP BY 11 PM.
3. GET UP by 3:30 PM.
4. MEDITATE for atleast 45 minutes after I wake up.
5. Write blog thrice a week.
6. Weekly write 2 articles of either ScoopWhoop style, Business Insider style or probalby a spiritual one.
7. Study for exam scheduled on the 8th November.

Good feelings: 3 things that went well today

24-February-2014

1. Cab came near my home: Usually it comes, a bit far but today it came near my home. Felt good.
2. Did my job well: Completed all my tasks on time and with no defects
3. Sirisha checked my work and told my work was perfect.

Movies to watch after Exam 2014

Movies to watch after exam:

SAFE
Deadfall
Haunter

Following are my regrets that I will die with if the world ends on 2012:

1.  Couldn't work at Google
2.  Couldn't complete Ph.D
3.  Couldn't work at Microsoft
4.  Couldn't create a fully working machine translation engine
5.  Couldn't take Boni to Switzerland
6.  Couldn't take Boni to Mali
7.  Couldn't study statistics and mathematics properly
8.  Couldn't study psychology
9.  Couldn't study history
10. Couldn't complete studying astrology
11. Couldn't get a house of my own
12. Couldn't make my mom happy
13. Couldn't meet Shereen Bhan
14. Couldn't get a BMW for myself
15. Couldn't get out of India
16. Couldn't be adventurous
17. Could successfully file a patent


What if I woke up on  21st December 2012 from a long long sleep and realise that I was dreaming. The earth has been attacked and shattered by the aliens or a nuclear war has left earth as dark as a black hole.

Feeling quite low day. No idea why. Astrology doesn't answer my questions. I has been a long long time I have been trying to learn it. Let's see where my life takes me.

I often feel like putting down my philosophical thoughts through poems but laziness doesn't allow me to do so. I need to break it. At the end of the day, YOU is all that matters. I wish I get a fun job and not this copy-paste job. Even if it is a copy-paste job, it should be fun to learn new things everyday.

Like Steve Jobs, I daily get up and question myself looking at the mirror "If today was my last day, would I be doing the things, I am going to do today?". Unfortunately, the answer is no for days together. Probably, things are waiting to happen. I wish all good things would bombard at me and I would breathe my last with one of those bombardments. Mom and Boni have been treasures and the only people currently I live for and get up daily to. I wish I could secure their future with lots of money.