Following are my regrets that I will die with if the world ends on 2012:

1.  Couldn't work at Google
2.  Couldn't complete Ph.D
3.  Couldn't work at Microsoft
4.  Couldn't create a fully working machine translation engine
5.  Couldn't take Boni to Switzerland
6.  Couldn't take Boni to Mali
7.  Couldn't study statistics and mathematics properly
8.  Couldn't study psychology
9.  Couldn't study history
10. Couldn't complete studying astrology
11. Couldn't get a house of my own
12. Couldn't make my mom happy
13. Couldn't meet Shereen Bhan
14. Couldn't get a BMW for myself
15. Couldn't get out of India
16. Couldn't be adventurous
17. Could successfully file a patent


What if I woke up on  21st December 2012 from a long long sleep and realise that I was dreaming. The earth has been attacked and shattered by the aliens or a nuclear war has left earth as dark as a black hole.

Feeling quite low day. No idea why. Astrology doesn't answer my questions. I has been a long long time I have been trying to learn it. Let's see where my life takes me.

I often feel like putting down my philosophical thoughts through poems but laziness doesn't allow me to do so. I need to break it. At the end of the day, YOU is all that matters. I wish I get a fun job and not this copy-paste job. Even if it is a copy-paste job, it should be fun to learn new things everyday.

Like Steve Jobs, I daily get up and question myself looking at the mirror "If today was my last day, would I be doing the things, I am going to do today?". Unfortunately, the answer is no for days together. Probably, things are waiting to happen. I wish all good things would bombard at me and I would breathe my last with one of those bombardments. Mom and Boni have been treasures and the only people currently I live for and get up daily to. I wish I could secure their future with lots of money.